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09:59pm 12/08/2007
  people can really be lousy
what a let down		  
     

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09:47pm 04/06/2007
  you raymundo, are my number one....


















porn lover.		  
     

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11:35am 25/02/2007
  so um i had deja vu that i've already done these chemistry problems before..thats pretty pathetic i think  
     

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02:42pm 21/02/2007
  mmmmm....happiness  
     

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How Perfect Is This?   
07:24pm 12/12/2006
  Procrastination is almost expected of you by those who know you best. Your preparation may not be visible to others, and that is why it all looks so effortless when you accomplish another impressive task.  
     

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09:48pm 09/12/2006
 
mood: chipper
music: Andrew MotherFuckin WK
MY FIRST COLLEGE GRADE EVER!!!!!!!!!!


B+++++++++++++++++

In writing two.......!!!!! wowowowowowowow whooo		  
     

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11:22am 08/11/2006
  im going to punch my roommate in the face  
     

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they explain us   
10:54am 29/10/2006
  Yo La Tengo-Monday the 23rd of October

Shaker
Our Way to Fall
Blue Line Swinger

I could have died, right there on our year and eleven month anniversary. It was beautiful and brillant and fantastic and satisfying. I would of given only four hours of sleep for that show any day. I love you and I love them.		  
     

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My Close Encounter   
10:29am 02/10/2006
 
mood: ecstatic
So this weekend I went to a art gallery reception. The reception was for the opening of Devendra Banharts art among others. I knew he was going to be there, so of course I was just praying that they were going to let us in. We drove passed The Orphanage and to my suprise who do I see other then Devendra sitting at one of the tables just looking down minding his own business. I FREAKED OUT. I happen to be on the phone with a 411 operator and I screamed, quite loud. I said that I was sorry to the guy on the phone and he continued to ask me questions yet I had no idea constucted words or phrases to mold. I was seriously flipping out. We parked the car and I proceeded to scream and laugh and almost cry. As we got closer, it was becoming real to me. This was the day I was going to meet my idol. Foram had told me I had to talk to him, so i decided that that was what I was going to do!

Later on in the night he came out from seclusion. I noticed he was going to go get something to drink, so i decided I was thirsty too. I went over there and he kind of cut in front of me. I politely backed up (with my head down in awkwardness, because he is so beautiful) and he said 'oh im sorry' and i looked up and he smiled at me. Oh man was that really enough!

However, I still knew that I HAD to talk to him. While he was walking passed the table I was sitting at. I stood up. ( i stood up, omg what was I thinking) I told him that I thought he was 'so awesome,' he politely threw his head back a bit, in a very modest way, and said thank you. I proceeded to tell him that 'my friends would hate me if i didnt tell him' and i babbled his praise. Oh man I really dont know what I said but im quite sure I said "awesome" like a million times. He said 'whats your name' and I said Ashley and he said "hi im devendra, its a pleasure to meet you" he leaned in, I thought to say some sweet love songs, but instead i got a very very polite kiss on the cheek.

He talked to ray a bit, but man i really dont remember what happen then. My memory is still hazy.		  
     

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11:26am 28/09/2006
  IM GOING HOME TOMORROW.

devendra here i come.		  
     

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01:26pm 10/09/2006
  so uh devendra banhart told me that ray was going to propose to me (in my dream of course). too bad heh.  
     

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just what I needed   
09:54am 01/09/2006
  Keep in Mind This Month: You can handle any experiences that shake you now by being flexible. You're riding the right wave even if you don't know your destination yet.  
     

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03:48pm 06/08/2006
  woo ray! your an actual adult now!!!  
     

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11:21pm 21/07/2006
  so I am quite ready to do something completely exciting. I want to go on a road trip and so I will. But where to I don't know exactly maybe a festival of some sort because this outer body experience (minus the drugs, mind you) seems to be exactly what I need. Yeah a tattoo would be cool but man what if I don't like it!! so i suppose I will chill out on that idea. I'd much rather burn in a desert then in four years burn a layer of my skin off. Frisco seems like the best idea so far. However I am quite open to opinions.

I need this insanity before I am thrown into a place of insanity.

I am sure I will survive this four year party/schooling education experience. heh I must really convince myself of that.		  
     

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11:14am 19/07/2006
  Indeed it is time to list my classes:

Anthropology 7 Introductory Biosocial Anthropology
Philosophy 4 Introduction to Ethics
PSTAT 5A Statistics
Writing 2 Writing

Units: 17.0
I am very excited.		  
     

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12:01pm 03/07/2006
  so lets see i dont have to take english in college and uhh i passed bio with a three!!!!!!!!!

so that means I have an A and a B waiting for me.		  
     

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and so graduation was just another stepping stone...   
09:41am 24/06/2006
  It truely feels like in the back of our heads we know that the time is counting down.

I don't know how I will react when that time comes but I know that I will miss you.		  
     

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10:41am 29/05/2006
  i just wanted to send out a personal post for my homes over in the hills (nat and rich). this has escaladed into drama, and oh man did we think the drama was over. I just really think if everyone is going to shit talk someone it should be behind their backs because no one gets hurt.


chose the safe method, do it from behind		  
     

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08:24am 12/05/2006
  its been like a couple of weeks i think. well i have been listening to jenny lewis for the last couple of days and it makes me feel like a better person, heh thats pretty sad.

devendra banhart is a beautiful man. Foram says ray looks like devendra, so i said well i guess thats why I like ray, and foram says well don't you think you like devendra because he looks like ray? so if you ask its the second.

i am glad to be done with AP's but it just symbolizes graduation is on the way, that is a scary thought.		  
     

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04:40pm 30/04/2006
  chas and I are going to party it up in SB.

richard and I are going to train it down to Natalies pad in SD.

Alex is going to walk it to Natalies.

Ashkan is going to die in Irvine, because its hot AND gay. (my best wishes)

ray and I are going to meet half way.		  
     

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